xiany is going to xiamen in 2 days time!!! so good!!!! haha...whis is a well-deserved rest for her though. so xiany, enjoy yourself! sorry we are not able to send you off at the air port.
BON VOYAGE! carmen
the sea; our life.
Saturday, July 15, 2006
hey carmen! xiany is right, never stop believing in yourself. i know its hard. but try not to let each setback pull you down. have to try to overcome it, thats the way life is. saying is easier than doing it out i know. but still. we dont have a choice to lead the type of life we want. so its basically, simply impossible. just work your best. at least you know you didnt let yourself down. for now, just dont care about what others think. its your own feelings that matter. if u constantly allow others to affect you. you will find that its very difficult to progress.
JIAYOU!!!
love -ah mai-
the sea; our life.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
SORRY. please lend me a space to crap.
why is it that no matter how much i try, how much effort i put in, the both of u just don't see it? you didn't even let me finish my piece. can't u understand? do u think i want this? is it so hard to listen and to understand? yes i know. i am stupid. stupid. fine. stupid. no matter how much brain cells i killed while studying and how much trees i've killed in the mist of doing TYS, tutorials over and over again, it can't make up for my stupidity. my low IQ. i'm disapointed. i really thought that you'll understand and trust me. i will never tell u anything again.
there's sucky cca tmr. why is it that nothing goes well in my life? why? i hate it. i regret joining. there's nothing good about damn AJ. nothing. absolutely nothing.i want to scream. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
`carmen
the sea; our life.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
go germany!!!! go france!!!! hahaha keehong and carmen were bored to death by my lecture yesterday hohoho hmms. i like takopachi if thats how u spell it anybody watching world cup finals?!
the sea; our life.
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
oh ya paiseh as u all have guessed by nw, e previous post was by ME! none other than e one and only PAPERFISH! BWAHAHAHA.
yep anyway, i got smth to add in reply to carmen's post u cannot blame e guy totally it's not like he forced her into doing it maybe she was willing at that point of time? but never thought of e consequences? furthermore, having an abortion is v risky it wouldnt be if she killed e baby after e baby's born yea, it's cruel but that's e way of survival u kill to survive u make use of others to succeed n life it's all e same nw then again, maybe e couple didnt have e financial ability to support e kid and couldnt bear to send it to an orphanage didnt dare to reveal this to their parents either killing their child was just to escape reality something they no long wish to face they dont want their child to grow up thinking that he's been abandoned killing in a way would be e fastest way to solve all these problems it's just e way of life.
the sea; our life.
HELLO PEOPLE!!! HAHA. this blog is officially dead man! anyway,
SORRY for not being able to join u guys on several outings/gatherings i know u guys miss me (HAHA) budden i needa settle some things. and some will go "how come zhiyu always gt to settle this settle that de? she fake de lo. dont want to go out with us say la" but believe me i WILL go if im able to trust me. =D
anyway, i seriously miss u guys, e times we spent tgt.. EVERYTHING! mmm, that's abt it. keep in contact kays?
the sea; our life.
.OUR VOICES.
karma;paperfishy;honky chew;sister xian;ah mai
bestest friends
anderson junior college
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with love:
carmen zhiyu keehong xianhui siewting